Tuesday, May 27, 2008 . 11:45 PM
I'm gonna let it shine.
This little light of mine,
I'm gonna let it shine.
This little light of mine,
I'm gonna let it shine.
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine!"
Going to chalet reminds me of my secondary school days.
And I'm soooo proud of myself! Because i started the BBQ fire! Of cos with the help of Kenneth and Peh Peh + the other OUTSTANDING GIRL GUIDE; TANWEISHAN!
All this girl did was to use that fan and fan the fire. Still, a VERY OUTSTANDING Girl Guide. TANWEISHAN, am i right? :p
And i wonder when can i see all of them again.
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My contract with Sun got extended till 13th June.
And I don't know if i should go back to the events company to work.
All i'm hoping for now, is to get the HPB and CommunicAsia 2008 job + the job that Sabby intro-ed.
I can't be bothered with anything now because my mind is filled with the sentence: "WORK HARD and EARN more money!!!" :)
Indeed, i'm just like any other random girls whom you've met.
g-ladies spoke
Sunday, May 25, 2008 . 11:15 PM
When troubles come I trust in YouFor I know You will lead me through
And I know You are faithful till the end
And when the storms are drawing near
When I'm with You I don't have to fear
You're my shepard on whom I can depend
Through the day, through the night
I know You're always by my side
Lord You are always here with me
There is no changing God in thee
You are the same yesterday and today and forevermore
Here on Your promises I stand
You hold my future in Your hand
My soild rock, almighty god
I worship You
Nothing is greater than the heavenly Father up above.
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Friday, May 23, 2008 . 2:15 AM
[many many pictures]Wednesday marks the end of my 3 years journey in poly.
Wednesday was the official day i became a Diploma holder.
Like i said, i felt excited and worried at the same time.
But i know, as long as each of us make the effort to keep in contact, i'm sure this friendship of ours won't end there.
Graduating marks a new chapter in our lives and this is just the beginning of a new journey. . .
Headed to Wheelock's Fish & Co for a feast after all the photo-taking.
Decided to celebrate hong wee's 21st birthday in advance.
Gave him a mini surprise...all thanks to the fish & co crew!
To view more, click on the photos link!
Off to coffeebean to slack.
TanWeishan and Young went back school to attend their bf's ceremony.
Dawnie and I went home.
Met smelly turtle in town (AGAIN) for dinner.
And off we went to zouk!
Bumped into Meiting and that forever so noisy Esther!
Esther is damn funny...she talked to me like machiam we are some long lost friend like that. After the conversation she said she forgotten my name!! very good ah!
Met Elaine the next day to head down to SIM to settle our application.
We only know each other like after we graduated? and I hope we can be classmates. At least i won't be alone IF i enter SIM.
Town (AGAIN) after that.
Her bf arrived and i walked over to cine to meet Dean.
Supposed to catch a movie but all slots were either too late or filled up.
Had dinner instead and waited for ZT to come and pick us up.
Din join them for Toca Cafe because i was feeling damn tired and i din want to reach home late.
I think i'm gonna get sack soon. Because, i took one whole week of leave!!
And yes, Chalet's in a few hours time!
Man, this will prolly be the last chalet i have with the poly mates before the guys go NS!
TIME FLIES!
g-ladies spoke
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 . 10:45 PM
Just the other day, i made the silliest joke ever.I told TANWEISHAN and SABBYCHER that, in order for me to have money, i will go and join The New Paper New Face 2008!
Obviously, i was just making a stupid comment.
I was just being funny.
And after few days, i saw this in their blog!!
I'm touched! SERIOUSLY!
No doubt, the moment i saw this pic on their blog, i started laughing to myself!
And TanWeishan lied. She said she got to go over to Sabby's place on Sun NIGHT to rush for her camp stuff!
Its people like them who made me smile and realised these are friends who care! :)
Tomorrow's graduation.
I'm excited and feeling worried at the same time.
Excited because I've completed the whole of 3 years.
Worried/Sad because I'm afraid, after tomorrow we won't be seeing each other anymore. :(
I'm afraid we won't be able to contact each other that frequent anymore.
Guys will be enlisting to the Army.
Girls will prolly make new friends when they enter Uni/Work.
And i WAS supposed to get sunflowers for the girls tomorrow.
But, the sunflower in that particular floral shop not enough for everybody (Sab, Shan, Cheryl, Tao, Liang, Ros, Dawn, Suhui, Geraldine, Jas, Ling and Bee) and the florist say they don't open their stall that early.
But well..is not about the gift that matters the most. It's the thought that counts. Right? :)
Like people always say, you can have many friends.
But, only a few is worth to keep.
Damn, why do i sound so down recently?
g-ladies spoke
Monday, May 19, 2008 . 5:40 PM
I chose not to defend myself.Because I know, by defending, I will only make things worse.
In life, you have to make decisions.
In life, you have to make sacrifices.
And i did.
I think i'm too nice to people till i sometimes thought to myself, are those people nice to me as well?
Why am i always involved in such matter?
Why am i pulled in to the picture when things happened?
Too many problems.
Too many unsolved mystery.
I want or rather i NEED a short getaway alone, to a far far far away island with fine sands, natural wind, cool breeze facing the wonderful sky.
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Saturday, May 17, 2008 . 2:00 AM
Work is a torture. I'm not kidding.EVERY morning, I dragged my lazy body out of the bed and in to the bathroom.
I became a very kiasu singaporean by trying to squeeze on the train with everybody.
I became someone who is addicted to coffee.
Ever since I worked at Sun, i've lost track of entertainment.
Entertainment as in the latest movies, latest chill out places and etc.
Worst, i've not stepped into town for decades. Except on Tuesday when i met dear Chloe for some catching up session.
So, i had a very busy week.
Monday was dinner with HauTeng, mini fellowship with one another.
Tuesday was dinner with Chloe. Was nice catching up with her. (as usual) :)
Wednesday was Broadway Beng 3 Musical at National Library Board Drama Centre with Sis, Kenny, Nowell, Em and Char1.
It was my virgin trip to a musical like these. And i'm amazed by Sebastian Tan's voice.
The musical was sooooo funny that i laughed till i went breathless. It was awesome.!!!
Then it was Dian Xin at Geylang, yummy yum yum.
Thursday was the choosing wedding gown day. NONONO! I'm not getting married. No boyfriend how to marry? hehe.
I took half day leave and went over to Liang Seah Street to choose sis wedding gown; together with zi, vic and hazel.
The whole process was damn tiring. And i thought two hours was looong, I was sooo wrong.
When Zi and myself left, THEY WERE STILL INSIDE THE BRIDAL SHOP!
My sis says i cannot post some pics up. So, sis i'm just going to post NICE pictures of you! :)
The Shop din allow photo-taking. But Vic and myself din bother. We camwhore secretly like nobody's business. LOLS.
Then, it was off to Timbre to meet Goodfriend and Duffy Love; my new friend. :)
So sorry for making you girls wait for me.
The purpose of us meeting up is to chill and hear the live band sing.
But the band only came at around 930pm and they only started playing at around 1015pm?
We left after they played their first song cos all of us were super tired. ESPECIALLY ME!
And yes, the next day i kept falling alseep in the office.
When it was about to knock off, i realised the database file that i've been working on since last week, WAS THE WRONG BLOODY FILE! ALL ALONG I DID THE WRONG DATABASE FILE.!
Am I smart or what?
Because of me, my supervisor couldn't hand in the report to her boss on time.
Gosh, I think i'm a total failure. I can't even do a simple report right!
I spent like almost a week (AND it's going to complete SOON) to finish up the report and now, i got to REDO the whole report all over again.
My supervisor asked me to continue on Tuesday instead. But when she was talking to me, i could sense that she was somehow QUITE angry? with me?
WHY DIDN'T I CHECK? WHY DID I CHECK ONLY WHEN IT'S 15 MINS BEFORE WORK ENDS?
See, i can't even do a simple thing right! Tell me, when was i successful? SIGH!
And because of the redundant report that i did, i stayed back in office till about 645pm, trying to do as much as possible on the new report.
And as a result, i was late for prawning session.
I'm sorry once again for letting you guys wait for me.
Since I'm quite excited about prawning, i've decided NOT to talk about work the entire night.
And yes, I finally went prawning!!!!
I've ALWAYS wanted to try prawning but i couldn't find any khakis. And since my dear nuggets boyfriend is quite experienced, we decided to make a trip down to Bishan for some prawn catching session.
WAH LAU, the people who went are ALL REAL couples lor.
Only Smelly Turtle and myself are not. HAHA!
And so, we acted like we are couple. But then again, smelly always tell people we are 'together' and I'm so sure Ros will start questioning me after she read this post. HAHA!
I only managed to catch one pathetic prawn. hah!
The whole process speaks about PATIENCE. Though it was only that one pathetic prawn, i had FUN!
And it was Thomson Prata House after that.
I think that somehow sums up my entire week.
NDP Practice in 7 hours time. Which means, i've got to wake up in 5 hours time!
Looks like my eyebags can never be gone. . .
g-ladies spoke
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 . 11:30 PM
I'm shifting. . . . to a far away island.
I've spent 22 years of my life in Toa Payoh and now, it's time to leave.
I don't wanna leave. I don't wanna leave. I DON'T WANNA LEAVE!!!
I'm sad. And I'm very I repeat, VERY VERY reluctant to leave this place.
Who should I follow?
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Sunday, May 11, 2008 . 5:00 PM
Despite having swollen eye lid, i still went ahead for NDP practice.Got a sms from boss "Bonjour! This is a wake up service." I laughed to myself and snoozed the alarm till 830am.
Basket! In the end i got to take a cab all the way doooooooown to ITE Simei.
I reckon i will cab down to ite simei again next week.
And for the first time, i was earlier than boss. haha. not bad ah!
Anyways, NDP practice was fun. :)
The jugglers went for their juggling session while the rest of us continued with our ballooooon sculpting.
I'm soooo looking forward to next sat's practice because it will be my FIRST time learning MAGIC tricks from some magician. WHOO HOO!
I can use those trics to 'cheat' small little children at the platform. I can use those triks to keep them occupied. HAHA! fun fuN FUN!!!
I'm quite excited actually.
I think at the end of NDP, i can be a part time magician and open a small push cart at orchard tunnel selling my handmade balloons. lols.
Made a new friend on Friday.
I call her Lynn Duffy. She calls me Gladys My Love! HAHA!
Goodfriend, don't be jealous! Three of us can be the duffies love! :)
Usual hangout with the usual peeps.
Just like what my Mr Devil Sim mentioned, coffeeshop will be our usual place to chill. WHAT ONLY!
Charms : UPLOAD THE REST OF THE PICS ON FACEBOOK LEH! thank you very much! :)
Two more weeks to graduation ceremony and up till now i'm STILL thinking if i wanna go.
Back to work tomorrow. And i don't feel like working because i had a very looooooooong weekend. (Thursday - Sunday)
I can't wait to leave this current company.
Three more weeks to the end of May. But it seems like three more months to me.
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Thursday, May 8, 2008 . 11:30 PM
Sometimes in life, there bound to be downpours.Maybe the things i want to do is not planned by God.
Maybe He has other better plans for me? I hope so.
Anyways, thanks for the concern people. Like what someone told me, i have to be strong.
True, it's time for me to be strong and pick myself up from a nasty fall.
I guessed i'm fine now. NO WAIT, i'm not fine!
I'm down with a terrible swollen eye lid.
This morning when i woke up, getting ready for work, i saw my eyes and i got a shocked!
From a double eyelid, it became one big single eyelid.
And because of this, i took leave (AGAIN). I purposely took a pic just incase my supervisor thinks i'm lying. lols.
And so, i stayed home the whole day.
With my eye in this kinda state, where can i go?
Looks like tomorrow's swimming and tanning session has to be postponed (till i dont know when) and sabby's treat got to be postponed as well.
And and and...the worst thing is, i can't party tomorrow!! :(
Was reading Paul's blog and got tagged by him.
No harm doing it right? hee hee.
1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Between the age of 25-27.
2. How many children do you want?
Two? One boy and one girl. Preferable twins so that i won't have to carry another baby in my stomach for nine months. Hah!
3. What I want the most now?
Actually, i have no idea. I just hope SIM will reply me so that i can pursue my Marketing degree.
4. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Being a flight stewardess has been my ambition since young. But because of my
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
Nothing. Because all the dreams i dreamt never once came true.
6.What are you afraid to lose now?
My loved ones?
7. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
I doubt so. What if that someone i love don't love me? I rather we be friends and take things slowly.
8. What would you do when you're feeling down and depressed?
Listen to sad songs on my ipod.
9. What are the requirements that you wish from other half?
- MUST be taller than me.
- Converse to me in English and preferable from an English family background.
- Believes in Jesus.
- Good looking. MUST have good complexion. Smooth, no pimples and oily skin is a big NONO!
- MUST be "vain" when it comes to his complexion. He must make sure he use cleanser to cleanse his face every night. Haha! In a nutshell, HIS COMPLEXION MUST BE GOOD!
- Good fashion sense. He must know how to dress. This is very important!!!!!!
- Loves the sun, sand and sea like I do.
10. Which type of person do you hate most?
Hate is a very strong word. I won't use the word hate. I shall use dislike. I dislike people who dislike me for no reasons. HAHAHAHA!
11. Do you cherish every single friendship?
OF COS! But sometimes i think people don't cherish me? I think sometimes i too nice to people (*ahem) till i often get make used of. sigh!
12. Do you believe in God?
Just like what Paul mentioned, I will say i belong to Him.
13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My loved ones.
14. Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
No of cos not. I enjoy my singlehood. But then again, if i want to get married by 27, i MUST get a boyfriend now. If not, how to get married? LOLS.
15. What do you want your friend to be like?
Basically, just be who they are and i hope some of them will change their attitude and character. Well, no one is perfect isn't it? (Just like myself)
16. If God allows you to choose the family and background before you are born, what will it be like?
I always envy my friends who has a happy family.If i had a choice, i hope i wasn't born in a single parent family. But well, i'm fortunate that even though my parents are divorced, i have a wonderful aunt who is willing to support me for 22 years of my life! WOAH!
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
I guess it would be my temper? I get pissed off and irritated easily. And my soft hearted-ness. I swear i'm super soft-hearted. Damnit.
18. Who will you turn to when you're feeling down?
Up till now, i never once turned to or confide in anyone. If i'm feeling low, i prefer to be alone.
19. If you can turn back time, when and why?
If i could turn back time, i will turn back to the time when i was in Primary school. Why? so that i will study harder and will not end up in normal stream and maybe who knows, i will end up in JC then uni. okie, i'm dreaming.
20. What do you most fear?
God's Judgment! - I agree with u, Paul.
I hope my swell will recover by tomorrow. I don't wanna stay at home on a Friday night!!
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Tuesday, May 6, 2008 . 11:49 PM
Should i convert to perm staff or should i look for another job??
Should i continue to wait for their reply?
WHAT SHOULD I DO??
Now i realised, i am never successful in doing what i WANT to do.
Feeling so down yet no one knows.
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Sunday, May 4, 2008 . 12:15 AM
Supper at Whampoa on Thursday.Followed by Toca Cafe at Ann Siang street after that.
And i bumped into Zenna again. Haha. Don's duet partner! lols.
Then it was JURONG WEST in the middle of the night. I felt sooooo cheated. lols.
Got home at 2am because we were chit chatting at some void deck.
Almost couldn't wake up for work the next day.
Kept falling asleep while typing those
NO matter how many cups of coffee i drank, it doesn't help at all.
And i was sooooooooo tired + sleepy + restless that i took urgent leave and left during lunch.
I felt soooo guilty that i lied and i even pull dawnie in to the picture. /So sorry girl. But anyways, thanks for helping. :)
And so, i had half day "leave".
Went home to slack and napped for a shoooooooort while before heading down to Bugis to meet dean and gang.
Supposed to have dinner at the famous wanton mee stall but we ended up at Geylang eating frog porridge.
I still prefer the outlet at loyang 9. And i forgot the you tiao dawang stall is no longer there.
Hmmm.....i wonder where it shifted to.!!???
Down to City Hall after that to pick Ang Chanel up. As usual, we ran out of places to hang out.
Decision was to catch a movie but we ended up at Millenia Walk's Paulaner.
Nice ambience. Live band and all. But it was way kinda boring though.
Down to zouk at around 12am to find that char, leoNUD and russel the devil.
By the time i got there, charms was like haywire already.
And that leoNUD also. My gosh! he's like forever high! haha. but it was damn funny to see him doing silly stupid stuff. lols.
Left with russel and dedric at 1:15am.
Don't ask us why we went there so late and left so early.
Last night was just so not a night to enjoy. Because firstly, i've only had like 4 hours of sleep the previous night and secondly, i got to wake up EARLY the next day for NDP practice.
The taxi uncle was damn hip la. The moment we board his cab, he told us to relax and enjoy the music.
I THOUGHT he was referring to some classical or instrumental music. but who knows, he played some
I concussed right after my bath.
And i'm surprised i managed to wake up just in time for NDP team leader's day camp!
This year, the activities we did was different from all the previous years.
It was fun...yet tiring. I think by 2pm, i was damn shagged already. I'm not the only one hor.
My whole body was feeling damn restless and i was feeling super sticky and HOT!
Didn't manage to snap pics of the other stations because this time round, the mentors (except the HEAD mentor) were involved in all the stations and activity as well
Eastpoint LJS for dinner.
And it's great to see the team leaders joining us. :)
Thanks to big boss for giving us a lift to YCK. if not i think i'll prolly stay over at dawnie's place. SUPER SLEEPY AND TIRED.!!!
My eyebags is coming back.
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Thursday, May 1, 2008 . 5:15 PM
Work is piling up. Documents after documents.My gosh, it's never ending!
Every morning, i have to drink at least 2 cups of coffee to make me stay awake.
The addicted to caffein symptom is coming back. lols.
Down to Plaza Sing after work to meet Dean and gang.
Dined at Thai Express and we spent the next few hours thinking of where to go.
Nic came after awhile and off we went to Timber.
We spent the next one hour in the car going round in circles.
That's because they lost their way and the car was almost going to be empty. and that's why dean got to drive SUPER slow. HAHA!
After pumping petrol, we went back to same place where we came from (PS) and we spent the next few mins going round in circles AGAIN!
The commotion in the car was damn hilarious. Poor Dean. LOLS.
When we FINALLY reached Timber, the queue was horrendous.
We didn't even alight from the car.
And so we spent the next few mins (AGAIN) thinking of where to go.
We ended up back in town. WAH LAU!!
Slacked at Heeren's Spinelli to wait for the rest to reach.
I headed down to zouk after that to meet that siao char bor.
By the time i reached, it was already almost 12am. Heard from leo that its already full house by 9pm.
Couldn't find that char bor because it was way tooooooo crowded.
Brought Dharma in and he treated me to lychee martini at winebar. FIRST time sia! lols.
Left phuture at around 315am and i only managed to get a cab at 4AM because the taxi queue was super long and there's no taxi on site. Prolly is because there were traffic police stationing outside.
Woke up at 4pm and i was supposed to meet that Edward for lunch.
But because it was too rush for him, we decided to meet another day.
Today don't look like its a public holiday at all.
It seems like those normal days when i was slacking at home! heh!
And the worst thing is, there's work TOMORROW!!! AaaaaRrrrGgggHhhHh!!!
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